幸福,如履薄冰

Sunday, 08 November 2009

  • sleepy but couldn't sleep
    not feeling well
    feel like sth bad is going to happen

    had a nightmare last last night
    i think i need to go to WONG DAI SIN to pray for my family

    working tonight.
    hope i will have a good flight.

    can't wait to see you.

Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • had a hea but happy night yesterday night
    bbju is so cute... she's sooooooooooo dependant on francine
    so sweet...

    read a unknown coworker's blog
    reminded me that i had once fall down when i helped pax to put up her luggage into the overhead compartment
    i didn't fall on my butt luckily. just broke the stepper on the side of the seat and went "vertically" down lol
    but it was fishy enough
    pax were all looking to see if i was ok

    maybe i will miss flying...

Friday, 06 November 2009

  • hohoho
    glad to find out i won't be working in first class on my upcoming flight
    first class is really not my cup of tea

    will be working in business class
    hope i will get a good partner la

Wednesday, 04 November 2009

  • blessed

    i feel so blessed
    when i am depress
    people always (coincidently) appear to divert my attention away from the unhappiness
    they might not know they have cheered me up
    but i still want to thank you and you

Monday, 02 November 2009

  • had an "interesting" dinner last nite with colleagues
    hope things will work out between ___ and ___.

    altho i was called on RT
    but i love being downgraded and work with frds
    it was a happy happy flight
    chit chatted a lot
    haven't done that for so long
    haven't had a "friends flight" for so long

    sore throat...
    don't want to get sick.

    hope next flight will be a good one as well

Friday, 30 October 2009

  • memories

    been thinking a lot about the past recently
    how i was and what i've become

    from a little girl to a grownup
    trying hard to fit into the world
    wearing a mask to cover up my real emotions

    wanted to cry but i laughed

    i know too well of what i should do
    but what about... what i want to do?...

  • 多年以後
    你回到我身邊
    不安全
    充滿了你疲倦的雙眼
    看著我
    也告訴我
    你是否
    依然相信童話
    你曾對我說
    每顆心都寂寞
    每顆心都脆弱都渴望被觸摸
    但你的心
    永遠的燃燒著
    永遠的
    不會退縮
    越長大越孤單
    越長大越不安
    也不得不看夢想的翅膀被折斷
    也不得不收回曾經的話問自己
    你純真的眼睛哪去了
    越長大越孤單
    越長大越不安
    也不得不
    打開保護你的降落傘
    也突然間
    明白未來的路
    不平坦
    難道說這改變是必然

    你曾對我說 每顆心都寂寞
    每顆心都脆弱都可望被觸摸
    看著我 也告訴我
    你的心依舊燃燒著

Sunday, 02 November 2008

Thursday, 30 October 2008

Tuesday, 28 October 2008

Monday, 20 October 2008

  • back from hk and australia...
    tiring trip
    but the great barrier reef was really really really beautiful
    and i got to swim with a sea turtle

    moving on to my next station: cancun!

    missing my girls...


Monday, 29 September 2008

  • back from an exhausting flight.

    from toronto to hk, our flight was diverted to tokyo.
    but couldn't get off the aircraft.
    stuck in the plane for 20+ hours.
    exhausted.

    from hk to toronto, i worked my ass off.
    exhausted.

    now
    it's time for a long vacation.
    see you in november.

Saturday, 20 September 2008

Thursday, 18 September 2008

  • went to blow water with some colleagues
    too little time
    too many funny things to share

    today i was being asked a question
    i did not know how to answer
    maybe i know... but i did not want to answer...?

    i think... to me...
    as we (or just me?) grow up
    relationship becomes more than just love
    there're so many other things involved...

    i don't know...

    maybe i am thinking too much
    love is just love
    if you love a person enough
    then all other things become nothing

    maybe...

Wednesday, 17 September 2008

  • my virgin FCL flight was quite smooth
    a big thank you to oscar for being so nice and easy-going
    made me less nervous about working in FCL

    hot pot 2 times in a row in hk
    hot pot in hotel room was fantastic
    the happiest thing was being able to sleep right away when i finished eating lol

    i realized one night...
    that i hate to sleep alone

Thursday, 11 September 2008

  • argh
    i've been living in a weird time zone this week
    i hope i would be able to sleep tonite
    woke up at 3am today.
    and napped for SIX hours in the afternoon. damn.


  • we have to meet up more often

    tomorrow will be more first time working in first class
    wish me good luck
    i don't hope to do WELL
    i just hope i won't screw things up

    friends around me are moving forward to a different stage of life
    but seems like i am working backward now

    but i know one day
    i will find my 幸福 also

    i wish all my friends can be very very very 幸福


Saturday, 06 September 2008

Thursday, 04 September 2008

  • finally home

    working in an unfamiliar position is a pain
    my confidence is slipping away

    jet lag as usual
    woke up at 2am till now

    i hope today is friday
    can't wait to see my girls
    really really really miss them

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